I also remember being sooooooo not cool at school, I was into folk music, played the violin, did lots of chatiy type work and horror of horrors went to church!!!!!! how bad is all that?
Funny thing is I now lead a very fulfilling life, have a lovely (if bizzare) family...have always had jobs that I like and generally feel all is well with my life...that does not mean EASY in the past I have been extremely poor financially and have one failed marriage...current one is very good....and like one of the others has already written the "cool" ones who were the "in crowd" at school...well, yes mostly unemployed and living very uninspiring lives.....hmmmmmm
My best wishes to you pucca